so i ate all the cookie dough.
i mostly now just feel sick.
still lonely.
its nice weather, i would want to do something with someone but i have no one.
my sister has been with her boyfriend for 3 years and she told me she is 98% sure she wants to be with him forever. she always has someone, she's had someone since she was 15/16 and had her first long term relationship she has pretty much gone from one relationship to another since then, she has never dated or been rejected.
i've always been alone.
i haven't heard from that guy, tbh i wouldn't want to; i'd just say something depressing to scare him so its probably for the best his obviously not thinking about me.
i'm going to go be depressed on the couch and wallow my life away.
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