just wishing i had someone to talk too and someone that gave a shit about me and what i wanted.
i don't want to let anyone in anymore but at the same time , i want to be close to someone without actually going close to them...if that makes sense.
i want to get back to a place where i don't expect anything and being alone is all i know and there is no other option, but i know there is now but i will never have it.
i guess i just have to keep telling myself i'm a piece of shit and that no one will ever love me and i will die alone.
it will sink in eventually i hope.
there is no point expecting anything or hoping.
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