i really like KS lookalike, probs going to fuck it up though.
his really patient and kind and honest and easy to talk too but even a guy as nice as that can only take so much shit from an emotionally retarded person.
i'm going to push him too far and he'll disappear.
i'm waiting for when he probably messages me and tells me he doesn't want to see me anymore.
been through a bit of shit in the last week, its good to be honest but its just put me more on edge that he'll disappear soon.
i really don't want him too.
i've been a bit of a bitch to him (and when i get cold, i'm fucking nasty frosty) i hate myself for doing it but i almost can't help it.
idk he'll bail eventually.
i guess its time to just saviour all the hugs and affection while its still there.
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